Lately, I feel as though everything is going wrong. I can't keep up with my responsibilities at school, work, and home. I struggle to get out of bed in the morning and I find I can't go to sleep at night. Sometimes, I fear that I'm depressed, which just freaks me out more.
I hate feeling like this - especially at Christmas. So so so much has happened this year... I suppose I've been keeping myself busy in order to keep my mind off all the bad. Now that I have time to breath, I find it's getting harder to hide the tears. I actually cried in front of my mom today. I feel like a jerk. I feel ugly, silly, and ungrateful.
I need some John Mayer:
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