Tuesday, October 6, 2009

You are my sweetest downfall...

I got some rotten news today.

It's the kind of news that should make you cry, but you don't.
You can't - it's still too surreal.

I don't believe it.
I won't believe it.
I refuse to believe it.
I want proof!

At the same time though, I don't want to know. I can't know. My heart would crack. My bones would break. I'm being overdramatic again.
Dying is simple. It's the living that suffers.

It's not here yet, but it's inevitable.
I'm scared.
I don't want it to happen.
It's going to though.

Sigh...

1 comment:

Marjorie said...

What's happened Rachel??

You know you can call me anytime, day or night. I love you and miss you and hope everything is okay and works out soon!