Sunday, August 23, 2009

Beginnings.

Have you ever felt that stinging twinge of nostalgia reminding you of vague whisperings, broken promises, radio static and lost connections? Have you ever opened one eye to find a new adventure peeking around the corner? Have you ever...

Oh God. Look at the time.

Every year, when summer begins to slowly fizzle in a final flash of boiling days and autumn begins to emerge as a beacon of cool breezes and crisp air, I grow disgustingly sentimental.

Can you tell?

Sigh...It seems as though life is just beginning. I feel elastic, invincible, immortal. It's strange and wonderful, exciting and terrible, frustrating and rewarding.

Life.
The journey to self-realization.
Whatever you want to call it...It is so beautiful it makes my heart hurt.

See? Nostalgic.

Ah well.
I feel so blessed, happy and, yes, nostalgic. I wouldn't change one thing about my life. Although I get frustrated and upset, the good times always outnumber the bad. Perpetual optimist? Silly girl wearing Love's rose-colored glasses? Broke college student just trying to make the best of it?

All of the above?

Definitely.

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